Mood : melancholic
Listening to : Somatic Delusion - Dasoku & Ren
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More tantrums coming. I'm just the type of person who's a hater or something. I wanted to stop being one, but I guess my emotions are overpowering me sometimes. So I'm feeling like one of my good friends (online mate) is keeping distance from me. I just feel it that way because she hasn't replied me and I don't think she's giving a damn about that matter. I feel so wrong but I feel I should let it go atm, but I just couldn't... This kind of feelings are usually that make my relationships with my friend gone bad. I mean I used to keep distance from another online buddy as well (we're pretty close since I already called him "bro") because I feel annoyed and he's just the sensitive type of guy with every sentences that I wrote. I kept distance from him about a year, and decided to start talking again and apologized because I knew what I did was wrong, like, SUPER WRONG. that's sick and wrong! I forgot where I got this quote from lol

This time the same thing happened, but this time I feel it's from me who probably got annoyed or, jealousy friend type? Yeah something like that. I really glad some friends such as Trinity and Uruchai wanted to talk to me about this, though not really detailed XD I dunno what will happen to me and her, but I'll just see things through in the future.

Aside from this gloomy mood of mine, I'm soooo glad that Tales of Xillia is finally released! I hope my copy gets here soon so I can spam my PS3 by playing it :D Of course along with Tales of Vesperia that I ordered as well. I already saw someone's stream on the net and the graphics are just so cool. I really want to try this game out and I'm sure I don't have any regrets pre-ordering it :3

The opening song "progress" by Ayumi Hamasaki is really good. I can feel the vibes from the music :D I'm not Ayu's fans but I really enjoy this song though it seems really short for me somehow OTL

Blogging in the middle of the night is bad, I feel my mom can go outside from her room and see me typing at this time anytime. It's pretty scary ==